am i just not that kind of person
am i just not ready
do i prefer it how it was before
do i prefer to not have to deal with it
or am i just making excuses
am i just too scared
do i wait for this and then ruin it every time
only regret tells me whether it was right or wrong
most of the time, its wrong
funny how it works
this time its not just one person
its 2 entire families
that i would break
stop running away

rebecca,
youre in too deep,

already

xxx