i have become obsessed with getting new music on my ipod. then cry when i have to delete songs because there isnt enough room. but i cant buy a new one, because that will be such a big job finding all my old stuff??
im falling behind in class. i just cant find the motivation to drive half an hour to sit in the back row of a lecture and be bored. i probably should be more interested.
i am so unfit, yet i cant stop eating chocolate. why do people insist on buying chocolate for easter? and why do i have to finish a whole easter bunny by myself before 11am?
new girls from warrandyte came to training tonight. i do not like them. no way. they have been our enemies since we were 10 and now we are supposed to play with them? irene and i will get revenge. they sat on her, once, in a game. then laughed.
i think im in way over my head in this relationship. its only new. but its a mental thing. kind of like not eating chicken nuggets. but this involves people, so its worse.
i think it must be natural to have feelings for more than one person. surely. even though you dont want anything from it. maybe.
i went to queensland. i had the time of my life. i cant stop thinking how lucky i am, to have the best friends i have. megan and emily are my favourite people in the entire world. they probably dont know it though.
life is exhausting.
but im loving it.
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